Terrible Terrible Terrible

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎 哦``````
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
哦

你那么爱她



It not I doesn't want to forget her. But I just wouldn't.
Xueyi ask me to go out, or talk with friends and don't think so much. It really doesn't help. I go out but I still miss her, talk with friends I still think about her. So what the big fark to do so many things just to forget her. I can't help it.
I listen to the song in bus. Toward the chorus I just feel so emotion. I teared abit. Oh man. What happen to me. It just a normal "break up", and why cant I take it. I know I love her damn lot, but I can't stop her from choosing who. I can't stop her from leaving me.
I really farking miss her alot. Damn alot, alot. No words can really explain how I feel now. I'm terribly fucked up.
Thks for the concern xue, hong, tiang. I appreciate that.









I miss you alot. Damn lots.