Back =(

She's back.
Like I predicted, she changed.
I think our relation "broke up".
The things she talk to me through phone, have already hinting me she going back to him.

She has no idea how heartbroken I am even though I told him I'm ok.
She has no idea how much I miss her when I say so many days I din see her.
She has no idea how sad I am when she say she does not miss as much as she thought when she there.
She has no idea how am I love her, as I really love her like hell.

I can't force her to come back to me.
I can't ask her to break up with him.
I can only tell her to make a choice, and I know who she has chosen.

My heart is bloody break. My feeling is damn low. My heart is crying.
I can't sleep tonight, as I no idea how am I going face her tml.
Putting a smiley face infront of he.
I doesnt want her to know how I feel.
But I love her alot. alot alot.




No matter what decision you make, I will always respect you and wait for you.