Story Ended

Today our 7th week.
We "broke up".
History happen again.
Same story happen again.
I get dumped being as a third guy.
I just don't understand why must this be happen to me. I seriously want to have a stable relationship, but it seems like God are making a prank on me. Send me someone I fall in love to, and take it back when I so deeply in love with her.
We had a short talk just now. Which is how she wana break up with me.
She ask me how I feel, obviously I doesn't want her to know how sad, how heartbreak, how angry I am. After so many times I given out, so much love I give and the happy times we spend together, she like not feeling about this, not touch nor remembered it.
Call me a puss or what.
I almost cried when I parted with her.
But I know my heart has cried, and scattered. My feeling turned numb.
I don't no how to face her in the future and somemore we doing project together. I feel no sense of motivation or urge to come to school or doing other stuff. She's the one who give the driving force, but some how, the force stop.
As long as she happy, no matter who she chose, it doesn't matter.
Be happy, smile and have a contented life.
And I will be happy for you.





I don't know how long i gona wait for you. As long as I still love you,
I wait.