a líl bit of siong

Saturday, June 30, 2007

in your face sarsi

A friendly game against RP girls and Bedok King.
We started off with a games between the guys. Of course the "star" player with power pack Suhami, Lewis, Dexter, Me in one team and the other "puss" team of Has and co. Games started well with strong hold between both team.
The first tries score by Dexter from a swift pass of Lewis. Our defence is strong and keep pumping our attack. Until one error in defending, like the ever slow Hasbullah aka "Mr Mojo" breakthrough. It just luck that the new guy can't catch up with you.
The 1-1 score remain for the next 5 minutes before the legendary siongthegreat score the beautiful tries. I sprint to the far end and about to pass the ball, but second thought, I side step Sarsi and totally burn him. I'm sorry. Though you black enough, but ghosh, my burnage is too hot for you.
The next games against the Bedok King. Yup, Bedok is a local district, but the team is make up of 1 local and all angmo. Erm.. Never mind. The player are all uncle and 1 aunties, and they can burn us totally, to the junior la, not us. They did not have enough player, so I and Mr Mojo played for them first. Bedok won by 2-0 I think.
Next games against RP girl. Hmm, nothing to say,they just too gd for us . It quite a fun match thou.
Then we played Bedok again. Again we lost. Just a learning experience. Nothing to fret off.
Damn sunny and hot. Totally lost focus. Like what I learn, external and internal factor cause us the lost. TOO HOT LA. That why. =)
Today the closing of National Stadium. To me, it really hold many fond memories. I watch ManU vs SG game there, the national game, the asean game. Now it closing. Quite sad thou, but I so looking forward for the sport hub, to be open at mid 2011. Which is so nong la. wah lau.
Oh ya, Faiza that pig suddenly whole body itchy and rash. Must take care ya. If not when you teach and scratch at the same time, you making ur kids laugh at you so badly that their jaws dropped. You making things worst you know.*shake head*
Take care sygg.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Bring it on

It all started with the headbutt.
Kudos to Owen and Matthew for tearing my side nose. I really lying flat on ground when that fat ass Owen bang on my face. Blood ooze out like tap water, like how my cum shot everywhere. Nevertheless, I own every almost all forward in 4oom run. The fastest hooker. In your face, FARKBULLAH. Suck my powerful dick, you Mr Mojo!
The first 4 round separate between Forward and Back. Sarsi lead all the way and I came in second because of my wounded nose, blood keep dripping.
And the last round, the Forward and Back together, everyone is so anxious. All want to win each other and selection is still on, there really no mercy even is just a run. As Harry blow, I and Taufik lead the first 300m. I pace with Mr Sidestepper very near very close. Until the last 100m, at the last corner of the field, three motherbastard, CT the dickless beng, Lewis the naggy boy and a SriLankan bangala, take a long short cut, and out run us. CCB. Supposedly a 2nd for me, and in the end, I got a fifth. Fuck the three of you. Cheater ass.
But it turn out to be that I'm the fastest forward and I own and malu the Backs. *yawn. Free-frag la.
And today morning, KNN. Some motherfarker Ah Long splash paint at my house door. CCB. Eh HELLO, the person who own you the farking money is beside my house. Damn cock eyes leh or your eyes grow at your cock, you cant even see the door number is it? Farking ass clown. One more jokes from you, I will guard the door throughout the night and treat you my trademark spear. I make sure your lower body paralyzed, fuck your dad la.._l_

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Wednesday.



我讨厌 阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有
能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让
找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想
得懦弱
其实我非常不想失去
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住
的心
我知道他很
怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕
离去
可不可以任性
求求
不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实
可不可以任性
求求
不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实





Union Photo Shoot







Tuesday, June 19, 2007

update

Had Union photo shot today. Siao Siao. Union leh. ok la. I'm just being arrogant.
Will upload the pic when I got it.

Rugby Camp Pics









Eh Cock toh, sometimes i damn envious u. Cock ness always so nice to you. And you knn, flirty boy. CCB. eh not cute cute boy, it CHAO CHEEBYE, u mother dick. You better stop your flirty stuff, if not I will help ness to bang your dick hard. You think you hunter ar? Flirty cock toh.
Oh ya, my ex gf fiona is cuming to RP for filming!! i so excited. ROAR




wed cominggggggg. i so so anxious to see u. cant wait for the morning to come.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Depression




It seems like I forget when my last smile is.
I hardly talk or go out nowadays. Except going out yesterday with you all guys for Fantastic Four.
I feel so low. Nothing seems to perk me up.
My smile, My laughter haven been taken far away.
I really need to see kendrick. Only his face brighten up my days. Come my ken.










I miss you alots. Thou I know I like avoiding you, but I cant refrain myself from longing you. Now I just wait for Wednesday to arrive.
I miss you like fark.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Terrible Terrible Terrible



直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎 哦``````
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔


你那么爱她



It not I doesn't want to forget her. But I just wouldn't.
Xueyi ask me to go out, or talk with friends and don't think so much. It really doesn't help. I go out but I still miss her, talk with friends I still think about her. So what the big fark to do so many things just to forget her. I can't help it.
I listen to the song in bus. Toward the chorus I just feel so emotion. I teared abit. Oh man. What happen to me. It just a normal "break up", and why cant I take it. I know I love her damn lot, but I can't stop her from choosing who. I can't stop her from leaving me.
I really farking miss her alot. Damn alot, alot. No words can really explain how I feel now. I'm terribly fucked up.
Thks for the concern xue, hong, tiang. I appreciate that.









I miss you alot. Damn lots.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Story Ended

Today our 7th week.
We "broke up".
History happen again.
Same story happen again.
I get dumped being as a third guy.
I just don't understand why must this be happen to me. I seriously want to have a stable relationship, but it seems like God are making a prank on me. Send me someone I fall in love to, and take it back when I so deeply in love with her.
We had a short talk just now. Which is how she wana break up with me.
She ask me how I feel, obviously I doesn't want her to know how sad, how heartbreak, how angry I am. After so many times I given out, so much love I give and the happy times we spend together, she like not feeling about this, not touch nor remembered it.
Call me a puss or what.
I almost cried when I parted with her.
But I know my heart has cried, and scattered. My feeling turned numb.
I don't no how to face her in the future and somemore we doing project together. I feel no sense of motivation or urge to come to school or doing other stuff. She's the one who give the driving force, but some how, the force stop.
As long as she happy, no matter who she chose, it doesn't matter.
Be happy, smile and have a contented life.
And I will be happy for you.





I don't know how long i gona wait for you. As long as I still love you,
I wait.

Back =(

She's back.
Like I predicted, she changed.
I think our relation "broke up".
The things she talk to me through phone, have already hinting me she going back to him.

She has no idea how heartbroken I am even though I told him I'm ok.
She has no idea how much I miss her when I say so many days I din see her.
She has no idea how sad I am when she say she does not miss as much as she thought when she there.
She has no idea how am I love her, as I really love her like hell.

I can't force her to come back to me.
I can't ask her to break up with him.
I can only tell her to make a choice, and I know who she has chosen.

My heart is bloody break. My feeling is damn low. My heart is crying.
I can't sleep tonight, as I no idea how am I going face her tml.
Putting a smiley face infront of he.
I doesnt want her to know how I feel.
But I love her alot. alot alot.




No matter what decision you make, I will always respect you and wait for you.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Emo day 6

She coming back tml.
I so anxious yet scare.
Will she stop loving me? Will she forget me? Will she don't want me?
Now I so scared to face her, so scare to meet her.
I don't know what stance will she do now.
She is so unpredictable.
It like a honeymoon for her and that guy, coming back happily.
While an idiot, waited stupidly for her return.
sigggh.




Rugby camp today. Very fun. Even though quite a last minute planning, everything surprising went quite smoothly . Not bad uh cockster toh and belly bel.
All the mat are always matty seh. Always kana bully by beng. Brainless mat. Don't say I racist, but it really true. ops.





My Fiqahhhhhhhhh.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Emo Day 5

would you be there for me




Nothing more important than your safety.
Please come back safe and sound.
What I can do is to pray for your safety.
Allah, I need your help.
Nothing else is important,
Except you.
I miss you like hell, my tudung.








Guys, I din tell anyone I change my blog add. So keep it a hush hush ya. Only tell guys who in our click.
Ghost, you mother farker. Next time you play basketball with your fellow ghost.
Don't play with us. CCB. Piss people off.
Eh, Peh Kwang Da, don't stay at home emo leh, come out mahjong. twine twine twine.


I'm a emo boy, in an emo world.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Emo Day 4

As I about to forget you, the picture of you always appear.
For the whole day
My mind is about you.

You always mention
The more I think of something, the more it will happen
So you keep telling me to have happy thought. Does it work?
I keep thinking of you being with me.
But you are so far away, not with me. It him.
I can't help but thinking you enjoying there, while I ..

Someone please ask me out.
I will gone crazy from thinking.


Friday, June 08, 2007

Emo Day 3

This is really retribution. Blame it on myself. Curse it on myself.
I'm always a bastard in relationship. Normally, it me who hurt girls, but there's only one who betray my feeling, Tricia Koh. Yah, i know it bad to say who is it, but who cares, it like century ago.
My shortest record is only 2 days and longest only 6 month. Nothing to be proud of. But, to be truth, I got more fling than having girlfriend.
Bastard? I agreed.
I got my retribution now.
I can't forget about her after so many weeks. If you are my close friend, you may think is this Siong? After each relation I had, snapped, other girls came in naturally. But not now. I don't know why. Seriously. And I not even close to her. I don't even woo her in the first place. And this relation started only three meeting with her. Till now, I still so deeply in love with her.
As you all know, she got a boyfriend.
I'm restricted. I can't do anything, except to like her in the dark.
After all the love i given out, the care i give, the feeling and everything, i don't know will she appreciate, will she know.
I scared of losing her. I scare she forget me. I scare she don't love me. I scare, I really scare.
Tell me what to do man.
I'm clueless.











I love you.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Emo Day 2


Bring back, oh
Bring back, oh
Bring back,
my Fi Fi to me,
to me.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Emo Day 1


天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎 Oh yeah
我还
着一个人 但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了
的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 Oh~
记得所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手 继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得是我给过的答案
就不再 考虑应该不应该
一滴泪 落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得就无所谓孤单



记得爱.


Tuesday, please come quick quick. =(

Sunday, June 03, 2007

NTU Touch Rug.

The most fun touch ever.
Even though we lost quite alot of games, but we still enjoy every single game. Ya, we against those experience pro team so can't really blame us for the lost la.
Anyway, out of the 5 games, three are against own school. RP has send quite a number of team.(it all cock toh n bel fault la. noobs)

The best player should goes to that Mat, farkbullah. Let in at least 15 tries. Causing the whole team to lost so many games. Not paiseh some more, still give so many lame excuses. Go bang beng la.

Chicken Cutlet vs. Pork Chop
The battle of the western food. Both from RP thou. We compromise for a draw and in the end Pork Chop won. The best part is I was in the Chicken Cutlet, but I played for Pork Chop and assist all the way. The game was so hilarious that the referee laugh along with us. WTF. I dun care I want a rematch, farking Halal Pork.

This is the first competition we don't get any award. So weird empty-handed home.









Day of Penang is getting nearer. *sigh, how I wish tsunami attack Penang now.