Alone

Mum and Dad went to Phuket for holiday til next Friday. So now, I alone at home. The feeling of loneliness is so unbearable. There's no one to talk to at home expect chatting on this damn monitor. Already so farking tire, and got to wash clothes myself. Dinner. Ask around and around and around whether anyone free to makan with me. But nil. Friends are easy to find, but a true one,hardly.So emoly went and tapao up,and emoly eating alone watching tv. It make no different whether I in camp or at home. But at least in camp still got people to talk cock. Home is so so so quiet.

Booking in tomorrow at 9pm. My hatred on SISPEC grew tremendously. Those farking SGT esp those Indian like to waste trainee time. Instead of letting us to rest, they just want to sit down there and listen to your rubbish. Why why why!? And there are so many test like signal and navigation. If fail, I can jolly well say goodbye to Saturday. This is fark up man. No wonder, we always suffer in silence, plus lot n lot of confinement. Fark up system in SAF. Care for soldiers? I doubt so.