F**k Up Management

Now I know why certain Sergent are so fucked up. Because the management and the system in SISPEC are FARK. Seriously. From one point they can say change Smart 4 to Admin attire, and when we come down and fall in, we are told to change but to Smart 4. -.-
And today, or even every book out day, we will NOT know what we can book out. Only book out at the very last minute. And how can I tell my Dad to send me home or even tell my Mum what time she expecting me. SO call the responsibilities that SAF teach, but none apply to us.
Yesterday had a dialogue session with the Commanding Officer of SISPEC. One of the Private ask, "Sir, we need more quality time to spend with our family. The number of time now is insufficient." And guess, how he reply. He said that Private is an irresponsible leader.Ok, Lan lan la.
And I still don't know how they select Private to go to SISPEC. I solely thrash the WHOLE company, mind you is WHOLE, in 2.4km run. WTF rite. Me leh. It me. Timing, 9.28min. This timing in Cougar(BMT) is like, "so big fark ar?". Not I want to brag I'm good, but it the people there really CMI.
Anyway, this Saturday and next Saturday burnt. Sport day for this week and Safety test for next week.See, SISPEC ..... . .
Oh ya, there bad new, I was rejected for Pilot but good new is, I got shortlist as Weapon System Officer. A guy which sit behind the pilot and shoot the weapon. Hopefully, seriously hope that I get in AirForce and bye bye infantry. I sick of SISPEC