too late to apologise

xiao hong sorry la.we shall meet next week k?makan my treat la. don't be so petty la. best bro yea.
went to gym in the morning.looking at those beefcake working out, i feel so egoistic. i must be stronger and fitter than them. in the end, i carry heavy weight on bench press without help and get injure. in cast again. i pull my finger bone and my shoulder blade dislocate. luckily not as sever as last time. just a slight pull. nevertheless i will still gym in camp. stonger better faster.
mopeng wong msg me last nite telling me that he had pass his jcc.i'm so proud of him.it not an easy feat to overcome this obstacles. thou i'm garang but there's no way i can achieve what kuan had done. his pride his commitment his achievement is something i always look for but none came.i so proud of him yet feel jealous because i'm still stuck here sucking all those officer's dick head.often look down being as a spec who work like a men, just that we get a slightly higher pay than them.
whatever it is, it good to know you still alive, safe and sound. congrats on your confidence course. do invite us to your commission. i badly want to take pic with you. great job bro.