The week I grown up

When my Sergent in SISPEC always say, how he fark a PTE till he cry, I still don't believe. It was when I truly experience it then I know the impact.
Been CSM for the past week was a good learning experience but a worst experience for me. First few days was still smooth till the day we started driving lesson. We had to check the maintenance before and after driving. As a CSM, I had to ensure everything went smooth and meet the timing. But it was my or rather the company first time doing maintenance, everything cock up and goes haired-wired. I was granted a 1 time good fark by the DI. Wah knn, this is the experience that no one want. He scream at the top of his voice, infront of all the cadet. Somehow or rather, I teared. I tried to control but I think it human reaction. Tend to get emotional when it been a while since we last teared.
Oh man. It damn embarrassing tearing infront of so many people. But after the reprimanding, all of a sudden, I gain lots of respect from my 'men'(cadet). During debrief from the Spec and Encik, they said not that I fark up, but it the integrity of the men. And I had done a great job being the first time doing maintained. Whatever it is, the first time I teared for the ARMY. The day I really grown up from a boy.











"With tears in my eyes, I stood with pride."