Loner Lone Lone

ever since i study in rp, i have drifted far apart from my close friends. it like i'm no longer that close with them. in the past we still hang out together, playing balls, going out. but now, for me, i hardly being with them. whenever or whatever outing and occasion, i will mostly left out, thinking that if anyone of them will make an effort and ask me out. but, often is the disappointment. days of army is coming, thinking we could spend the rest of the days together having fun. yet most are still working or busy with their stuff. even i do make an effort to call or msg them, but none pick up nor even reply me. it seems like i'm the forgotten friend. friend in presence but forgotten when not there. 8 more days to tekong, i just hope i could meet up with them again.*cross finger*