a líl bit of siong

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Guardian of Gotham


Caught Dark Knight last night with the Ruggers.


Fantastic movie.good story plot.great actor, esp the joker. He is damn good being a bad guy. Too bad he died, if not he can get even get Oscar award.
I woke up this morning, thinking hopefully is a dream, a dream that I doesn't want it to happen. But yet, I need to go back to this dream tonight.
Life is fark up now.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Everyday Stronger, Better, Faster. Couger

Enough of the whining and grumbling.
Come to a brighter side, I do learn and experience a lot being a soldier.
I got married to my wife " SAR21" last week, strip her and drill with her. This is one of the best weapon in the world till now. Route march with her for 4km and 6km around Tekong. Though it shack and tiring, but the old dump building in Tekong is something could not see in Singapore. There also SOC(standard Obstacle Course), aiya free frag la, but only the Jacob's ladder I feared. IPPT trial also done. As usual, Jumping Broad Jump are sucks, only 225cm and 2.4 only 10.11. Fuck up.But then, I could do 12 pull up now. Siao siao leh. Our OC(commander in charge) is a very nice guy, He is a Captain who went through Ranger course, the most farking hardcore training in SAF. But he only know how to talk about sex sex and more sex. Damn pervert Commander.Well hopefully the next few weeks life will not be that tough. Swee swee gone through this week.
As my OC say, "Tough Times don't Last, Tough man do".
I do hope I could last the next 7 more weeks.

the bitter the sorrow the hardship

10 July 2008
Arrived Tekong at 0925. The sky was dark with patches of rain falling as though the heaven was crying for us. The presentation and the oath came next. As the hand was held high swearing in front of the state flag, I know, my life has given to the government. I have no rights no freedom no spaces. And for the next 2 years, I am the Government's Slave.I bid my mum and dad with tears in my heart as I slowly marched to the company's bunk.


"fuck up understand!your mouth got cheebye that why cannot shout is it?fuck up!you want to give me your half fuck standard right!?fuck you cheebye!you want to test my fucking patient right!?eh,you dumb fuck!Eh, where's your fucking balls!?...."


For the next few days, these sentence is just a part and parcel in my life. I was posted to Cougar Company. The toughest and hardcore company in BMTC Sch 1, Ninja the next in Sch 2. Cougar company is make up of Commando Sergent, Psychotic Sergent and Ranger Officers.And my platoon Indian Sergent are the psychotic type. He scream and shout at you in regardless whether you are right or wrong. Even you did something right, he just say "you will know it soon, don't worry". He is one purely mother FARKER.
Things he did to us: " Bathe and fall in at the parade square within 10 mins with 50 dick sharing 5 bathe room, Night PT under the rain when we just finish dinner 10 mins ago,run up to 2nd floor with your rifle and LPV vest within 1 min, Leg bend PT for at least 15min and many others fuck up stunt"
Now I know in army, unless you got a rank, else you totally have no human rights. They will treat you like a dog, a slave, a person who only take orders and did punishment. Home is no longer a home, as I only get to come back once a week. I always tell my friends army is very fast, 3 months of tekong only. But now that I understand how they feel,the despair and sorrow, the feeling of missing home and women. Luckily I have Ken and Gab with me in the Company, if not I couldn't hang till now without friends support.
















Army is fucked up

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Boy Meet Tekong Finale



Blame myself for having a dick.
and by tomorrow, life will be dramatically change.
i'm still not mentally prepare.
the competitive and the ego is so high.
cant really take it.
this is fark.
oh ya, i'll be back by 25th july
goodbye guys.
i promise i will be back.
safe and sound.





if there's a last words, i would say, "i'm regret not meeting syfiqah."

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Boy Meet Tekong Part 2

1. Bag(checked)
2. Clothes(checked)
3. Cash(checked)
4. IC(checked)
5. Balls(hiding some corner)
6. Hearts(still lepaking at home)



FARK NS.





Bye dada.Bye Ah Beng.
See you in two weeks time.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Boy Meet Tekong Part 1

Monday. The counting down.
Tuesday. Taufik going police
Wednesday. Terence and Dada going BMTC2
Thursday. Tada Singapore, hello Tekong

I just shave my head earlier on. Look better than I expected, not like some cancer patient. Heart sunk deeper day by day. As you know, enlistee have 2 weeks confinement. There really goes by three weekends. It suck, super sucks.
It really damn sian la. Three and a half more days to go. I'm really so sad, so emo.
watever.
anyway, Dawn Yeoh is so hot. I can only watch 3 shows of Beach.Ball.Babes nia. Damn

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sentosa




Went to Sentosa for the Singapore Touch Rugby Carnival. Sky is pretty dark but only with a slight shower. Had fun there, with the balls beach and babes. Saw Natalie, the small actress, from "I Not Stupid". She quite hot thou.










After the game, Matty brought us to Sentosa Cove's Club House. It is FARKING awesome and posh.Eh, club house only leh, not the residential area yet. It is like a freaking 5 star or more country club. Yacht are like parking at the dock with some farking ang mo relaxing there. The whole atmosphere is so posh so luxury. How I really wish I could have a apartment there, away from the City.











by the way, happy birthday ken see you on Thurs and happy belated to Hong, see you aft two weeks of cb confinement.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Loner Lone Lone

ever since i study in rp, i have drifted far apart from my close friends. it like i'm no longer that close with them. in the past we still hang out together, playing balls, going out. but now, for me, i hardly being with them. whenever or whatever outing and occasion, i will mostly left out, thinking that if anyone of them will make an effort and ask me out. but, often is the disappointment. days of army is coming, thinking we could spend the rest of the days together having fun. yet most are still working or busy with their stuff. even i do make an effort to call or msg them, but none pick up nor even reply me. it seems like i'm the forgotten friend. friend in presence but forgotten when not there. 8 more days to tekong, i just hope i could meet up with them again.*cross finger*