10 July 2008Arrived Tekong at 0925. The sky was dark with patches of rain falling as though the heaven was crying for us. The presentation and the oath came next. As the hand was held high swearing in front of the state flag, I know, my life has given to the government. I have no rights no freedom no spaces. And for the next 2 years, I am the Government's Slave.I bid my mum and dad with tears in my heart as I slowly marched to the company's bunk.
"fuck up understand!your mouth got cheebye that why cannot shout is it?fuck up!you want to give me your half fuck standard right!?fuck you cheebye!you want to test my fucking patient right!?eh,you dumb fuck!Eh, where's your fucking balls!?...."For the next few days, these sentence is just a part and parcel in my life. I was posted to Cougar Company. The toughest and hardcore company in BMTC Sch 1, Ninja the next in Sch 2. Cougar company is make up of Commando Sergent, Psychotic Sergent and Ranger Officers.And my platoon Indian Sergent are the psychotic type. He scream and shout at you in regardless whether you are right or wrong. Even you did something right, he just say "you will know it soon, don't worry". He is one purely mother FARKER.
Things he did to us: " Bathe and fall in at the parade square within 10 mins with 50 dick sharing 5 bathe room, Night PT under the rain when we just finish dinner 10 mins ago,run up to 2nd floor with your rifle and LPV vest within 1 min, Leg bend PT for at least 15min and many others fuck up stunt"
Now I know in army, unless you got a rank, else you totally have no human rights. They will treat you like a dog, a slave, a person who only take orders and did punishment. Home is no longer a home, as I only get to come back once a week. I always tell my friends army is very fast, 3 months of tekong only. But now that I understand how they feel,the despair and sorrow, the feeling of missing home and women. Luckily I have Ken and Gab with me in the Company, if not I couldn't hang till now without friends support.
Army is fucked up